i'm back from china!! and i've gain 3kg! sigh.

18th dec saturday
reached beijing!!! haha.. it's cold~! temperature is 0 degree. shopped around there and went to this restaurant which is like the palace to eat. it's damn cool~



a christmas tree we saw at one of the shopping centres. it's built with heineken bottles.

look at the amount of clothes i'm wearing!! so fat! LOL!

jocelyn and me

me and sabrina

the waitress there.


19th dec sunday
woke up at 8pm. had our breakfast and went to buy our clothing for Chang Chun tomorrow as it's gonna be colder than BeiJing. after that, we had our lunch and walked to the forbidden city. wore costumes of the princesses ans empress. it was really fun. went back to the hotel to check out and had our dinner, waited till 9.30pm and we walked to the train station to catch our train. one room has 6 beds. it's triple decker. LOL! i slept right at the top. =P

20th dec monday
reached chang chun around 7 plus in the morning. temperature was around -25. freezing cold. there was a van waiting for us to bring us to the hotel. we had our breakfast there than went to our room to check in. all of us rested till 12.30pm and went for our lunch. we sound like some pigs. eat, sleep, eat, sleep. haha. and unfortunately, early in the morning, we received a news that uncle philip passed away. sigh. they said he drank too much yesterday and has a heart attack on the way home. he is the 3rd person i lose this year. sigh. dad wanted us to go back, but it's gonna be expensive. so all of us decided to keep it from grandma and continue our journey.



the window in the train when we reached chang chun


anyway,after our lunch, we rode on horses and went skiing. it was fun and COLD! played snow too. the snow is nice and soft. hehe/ had steamboat for dinner. it was GOOD! yum yum! going to Ji Lin tomorrow. zZz...

21st dec tuesday
took a bus to Ji Lin today. temperature was -29!! by the time we reached there, it was lunch time. so we eat again. after that, had an hour journey to the mountains there to ski! this time, it's much more fun. it's in the mountains ans the slope is high~ haha. fell a number of times but it doesnt hurt. haha. had difficulty standing up with the skiing stuffs too. oh well, had dinner after that and did a little shopping. went back to the hotel soon and guess what?! i fell in the bath tub! -.-" my arm had a really big bruise and so does my face! >.<



at the moutains where we ski


22nd dec wednesday
went to ski too, but the snow was man made snow, so it aint really nice to ski. we ski a little while and went to play the tyre thing. shall post the photos when i get it. ate lunch there and it cost a BOMB! one bowl of noodles cost 25rmb! oh well, went back to the hotel, check out and took a train back to bei jing.

23rd dec thursday
reached beijing at 6plus in the morning ans as usual we eat and sleep eat and sleep. LOL! nothing much happened today.

24th dec friday
went to xiu shui jie to shop. damn fun! it's a street where u get to bargain. haha. we are a family of good bargainers! thanks to my uncle. haha. he taught us how to bargain. LOL! went for dinner at uncle patrick's friend's restaurant. it's a high class restaurant and the food was FANTASTIC! the best meal we had so far. haha. had watermelon competition too. later in the night we walked around and went to mac donalds for supper. 12 midnight eating mac. (-.-")

25th dec saturday
MERRY CHRISTMAS! and how did my christmas in china went? oh well, climbed great wall! (-.-") spend my christmas torturing myself. sobz. went shopping after that again. haha.



the snowball i made! hehe.

climbing the great wall halfway and took this pic.



26th dec sunday
went back to the shopping centre we went yesterday and shop for more stuffs. than went to xiu shui jie again to shop. hehe. it's a whole day of shopping!! bought mp3 player, bags and watches (((: dinner was a torture for me and my cousins. we had a table for ourselves only with 12 dishes! 4 girls vs 12 dishes!! hardly touch the last few dishes. LOL!



some of the unfinished food

the fat me! sobz.. after eating those food~ *blotted*


27th dec monday
IT's HOME SWEET HOME!!! whEe~ shop a little in the morning than went to the airport. we were having a countdown when the flight touch down. haha. was talking about opening a bottle of champange. haha. crazy us.


oh well, so much for my trip. it basically a trip about my 3 cousins and me eating and sleeping and shopping and not forgetting, SHITTING! haha. we keep saying we wanna shit =X and we keep drinking liang teh to help us shit! LOL! oh well, going to via mar later for dinner with eunice, lynette and racheal. whEe~ more pictures will be uploaded.

whEe~ i'm currently at the airport using the internet here.. haha.. i've got 15 minutes. =P lynette and andy came down to see me off. so touched. hehe. jeremy wanted to come down but he wont be able to make it on time. oh well.. i'm off to china soon. will be back on the 27 dec. (((:

went sentosa with zj, aud, yq, siti, jolyn and faiz. went to siloso beach. was red after half an hour or so i guess. haha. look drank now. =/ or rather, red lobster. aud, yq and i was packing our stuffs to bath at 12.30pm. than saw derrick and peggy. i was so shock! haha! went to the toilet and it was pack with people. had to queue up to bath. while waiting saw peggy changed out to her bikini. she looked damn dao. somehow in a bad mood or something. =/ oh well, dont bother. at least i had a fun day today. whee~ nothing affected my mood. (((: took cab to plaza singapura and met gracina to catch princess dairies 2. saw ms kang and mr koh too. haha. our movie stated 1.55pm. went in, 2pm, the cinema wasnt ready. checked the ticket time and it stated, 15 nov 04!!! that is like, 4 days later. eventually, we watched the 2.20pm slot. finished my nachos by the time the movie start. nice movie. bought shades with yq after that and went home. took 162 and was supposed to change bus. in the end, i missed my stop. thought i was going to take all the way to yio chu kang interchange, but luckily it passed by one of the bus stop at ang mo kio which i can change bus there. hehe. =P



zj, me and siti..

me finally at home..

me and my new sunglass.. =P

nice song.. by boyzone - Everyday I Love You

I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn something new
Everyday I love you
'Cus I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you
'Cus I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you

on monday, the army guy, dennis, wrote me a letter. for karto's sack, i'm typing out the letter.

to my dear xiu xiang (cutie),

hi, hmm are you wondering why, i'm writing to you mah? haha cos i'm bored stiff at home liao, that is why i decided to write a postcard to you. anyway, that is so much i wana share with you yet can't because through the net, it is hard tto convey my message clearly. so, i decided to once again for your sake, took on my courage and hold my pen and penned down my feelings to you. you know that's a saying that pen is mightier than sword. haha, but you know, it's rather hard for me, a guy leh to write to a girl, so feministic that cldn't be me man.

if my mind does not failed me, it has been a month since i took notice of a girl dressed in green school uniform. she was superbly eye catching, elegant and very nu ren wei that was i was so intricably attractted to her. (tats you). many atimes, i stole glances at her gentle and sweet disposition which melted my heart n soul. how i wished i cld know her was i was hoping for. than chances came, tou tis ben dan was reading your math bk so i nudged you. wah lan leh, that movement of nudging cost me my entire lifetime leh so pasei and mahlu but to now you. i have to sacrifice my mian zi le. but bu xing de shi, hua bu duo shuo ni jing xia zhan le, make me so sad --->but thanks to heaven's will, unexpectedly we met at church and i even got to ask for your hp no.

from then till now, i still kinda like you but too bad you have a boyfriend liao. hmm, all i have to say is to wait and hope for the best bah. even, we cant be bf/gf we can oso be the best of friends which is even better right. so nez time dun be shy to approach me when you have prooblems. haha, sorry for my poor phrasing and whatever coz i did it impromtuly, tats y so sloppy.

-end-

i typed word for word. there are errors in there. sms him today. told him, "well, firstly, i think you should stop liking me. secondly, you are not my type of bf and i do not like your character." yupz. something like this. i know it's kinda harsh. but no choice. audrey even sms me and told me he sent her a message on friendster, asking her to add him on msn and gave his hp number too! it's teachers' day today. need not have to go school, but i woke up the same time. went to seng kang, waited for ding hai and his girlfriend. sweet couple. around 9am, left sengkang and headed to jurong to meet karto. was chatting with suat on the way. we were crapping and laughing all the way. i was in the cubical and was still on the line with her. she was brushing her teeth and i was still on the line with her too. hahaha. we were.. crazy, and she blames me for making her crazy. my fault! >.<

met karto and von. wanted to play pool, but need i/c. so went to play arcade instead. haha. had fun. yeah. went to eat after that. karto and i left for nee ann poly next. von meeting xiao ying to study. waited for karto's friend to pass him some stamp passport thing. when city hall and suntec next. brought back lots of unforgetable wonderful memories. went suntec for the stamp exhibition. left for home after that. was feeling tired.

von playing powerpuff game with karto's hp

karto is just camera shy.. hahaha. =X

saw this little boy atthe exhibition hall. he's practically lying ang rolling on the floor.

grandma woke me up early in the morning today. =/ went back to my old grandma's place for prayer. saw some photos of my grandma n grandpa. den my first grandma told me dat one of the pics there was taken 3 days b4 her death. it's gonna be 2 months since her death. time flies so fast. dad n mom had tears in their when my grandma told dem some stuffs. sigh. saw some of my stuff dat my 2nd grandma kept for me. den my 1st grandma told me alot of pple saw those stuffs n didnt take it. there where money inside. notes from different countries n they were mine. my 1st grandma started saying dat my 2nd grandma didnt let dem touch it n etc... went to meridian hotel with grandma n aunt after the prayer. they went there for some massege thing. was rather bored. den decided to walk ard ps. left town ard 2 something. reached home had a bath n receive a call from jun. it was abt elina's bday present. it's her bday tmr!! hehe. going to sentosa siloso beach to celebrate. went to thomson plaza n bought a necklace as suat n jun didnt have enuff money. gonna share it with jun, suat n von. came online when i reached home n my darling was online!! hehe. gonna meet him tmr after her bday party. he had changed his hairstyle again. =/ i wonder how it looks lyk. lolXx..

wOohOo!!! finally pierced my naval!!! wahahahaXx... was so nervous in sch.. angel made mi nervous lyk hell.. haha.. den went town wif von n jun.. den met suat, elaine n khornee.. went to long john to eat coz dat fatty elaine was hungry.. *oops* wait for karto den he can pass von the cash to pierce her naval too.. took neo prints n went to the tattoo shop to choose our stud.. n there goes my $60!! haha.. was super nervous den... had to come back 20 mins later as they have to sterilize it.. so we went to walk ard.. in the end von became nervous thanks to me!! haha.. i acted lyk some saicotic.. haha.. cant help me.. was TOO nervous!!

20 mins later we went back to the shop.. we had to wait awhile more coz there were 3 guys waiting to pierce their nipples! eek! there was 2 ij gers oso.. n they look kinda bitchy.. when it was our turn.. i became so nervous.. haha.. was first to pierce.. den squeezed von's hand real hard.. *sorry if i squeezed ur hand to hard von* hehe... den dat guy who helped us to pierce said dat 2 ij gers were very irritating.. lol.. they wanna to pierce b4 us when we came first.. den even faked dat they had exams.. crap!

went to taka next n karto treated us xiao long bao!! yumyum!! after dat i became hungry.. =/ haha.. den went far east kfc... saw jon chia there.. den went home wif jun n khornee... hehe...




suat n elaine



elaine n jun



me n von.. outside the tattoo shop.. haha..



my piercing!!! comments please!!

folding paper canes in sch today... haha.. suddenly so into paper canes.. hmm... during PE played captain's ball.. i'm not good at ball games... haha... coz i'm kinda scared of balls.. =\ during morning devotion mrs khoo teared.. coz the speaker talked abt mrs lee... den mrs low didnt teach during maths lesson... ms kang ask us to write a reflection abt mrs lee or a letter to mrs lee in heaven.. y of all topic abt mrs lee?? i mean.. y she wanna rack up e past memories?? but i really do miss her... after she left i realized how much she meant to me actually.. sigh...

went home today n packed the chocos karto gave mi ytd... haha.. he's always giving mi chocos.. i'm growing fat le~ if i ever enter turf club~ KARTO!! u r responsible k~ haha... audrey den msg mi n ask mi to call her coz some irritating guy we know of called her.. haha... i cant stand him.. thinks he's super handsome n nice... rmb once he woo me... n when i rejected him.. he said "y?? i so handsome... n so nice... y dont wanna accept me? u wan wad i will buy for u de.. y dont accept me??" eek! gives mi goosebump... no wonder he's so easily cheated by girls... haha... he told mi a ger went stead wif him... den he bought alot of stuffs for her n cost more den $200... den after he bought wad she wanted.. she broke up wif him... haha.. n he still dare to tell mi~ wad a guy~

stayed home the whole day ytd.. my relatives came to my house to visit my ah ma... den my little cousin dolphine will go to my room n play wif fatu... i didnt look after her.. coz i was busy setting up my com... den in e nite when i went to my room... wOo! it was in a mess man... newspaper in e hamster cage, scissors beside e cage.. den i begin to wonder if she took e scissors n cut e hamster's fur? hmm... went to bath next.. n when i came back to my room i saw a piece of choco on my table... den again.. i started wondering if i were blind juz now or was it my cousin who placed it there n didnt eat it... found out it was my elder bro who placed it there for me.. there was wine inside e chocos!! YUMMY!!! hehe...

didnt go sch today... no lessons... mrs lee is gonna b cremate today... sigh... i'm gonna miss her so much... took out e past few days newspaper article n read on mrs lee's news... my uncles n aunts came to my house this morning too.. den they were lyk asking mi how come i didnt go sch today... den they realized i'm from st marg's... (-.-") n they started asking mi questions...

went to mrs lee's wake at choa chu kang today... sigh... i felt lyk crying.. but no tears was flowing out of my eyes... it was flowing inside my heart instead... my tears r all dried up... i've been crying for a week continously... i'm not used to it without 2 pple in my life... it's so tough... i couldnt get used to life without one person yet.. n another one left our world... time juz passes by so fast... for a moment they were in front of u... n e next moment... they r gone... n nv back... most of us cried... n i oso realized dat those girls whom she scolded e most cried e most too... she looked so different in there... juz lying down inside not breathing... her face covered wif a thick foundation... her body will be cremate on monday... it's gonna b so much of pain seeing her being burn with ur own eyes... too bad students can go inside e cremation room... all of us r gonna miss her so much... y izzit so dat everyone will start realizing dat someone is important once dat person left ur side??




samantha n me~



taken at my ah ma's funeral dat day~ my cousin n me~

everyone seems to b leaving mi slowly... anti- christ is coming?? sigh.. i hope not... last month wad full of broken relationships... n tiz month?? full of funerals everywhere?? WHY?? "dear god, wad r u teaching mi tiz time??" r u trying to teach mi to b strong?? mrs lee always say "think of wad r e good things dat happen to u today instead of the bad things" n now.. she had left us juz lyk tiz... everything is so unpredictable... u will nv know wad will happen tmr.. n when tmr somes, u will nv know wad's gonna happen the day after dat.. she put in so much of effort in improving our sch.. n her her efforts all gone to waste juz lyk tiz... she even had a promotion recently... n her pay was increased to $143 000!!! haiz... when mrs low told us e news... almost e whole class cried... ecxept for tamil tigers... we made a get well soon card for her... but it was too late.. she went to heaven... e express classes even made paper canes... sigh... exams r postponed to term 3... no more mid year... is dat good or bad?? sigh...

went to sch today... had rash early in e morning... sian.. all the way until now... left sch early to see doc... den mom say muz b bcoz of my hamster... now i dunno wad to do wif my hamster le.. sobz... my principle fainted in sch today.. den was sent to NUH!!! hahaha... =X oops! didnt had a good nite slp last nite.. still missing my grandma.. feels so weird without her pressence when my other grandma is wif me... sigh... reach home after seeing doc went to slp immediately... woke up by my aunts.. coz they came to visit my grandma.. hehe... gtg go study for a maths test tmr le.. ciaoz...

today was the last day of e funeral... stayed at my grandma's hse last nite... den from today onwards my other grandma gonna stay wif me... =D well... on mon chris came down again n acceompanied me... i was a waitress at the funeral too!!! was serving e guest all the way...

on tues was so tired... didnt wanna go sch... but i went in the end... after flag raising.. mrs low will ask mi to go home... -.-" n major tot i was late at first... went home n slp.. den went down to my ah ma's hse at 11.30... audrey n e rest called me out of concern... thanks peeps... love ya lots... as ytd was e 2nd last day... we had a ceremony from evening onwards... n they said my grandma tot she was dreaming.. until she saw her own body... later in the nite... my family had a big quarrel out of a small thing... sigh... they quarrel still nvm lor... but in front of my 2 ah ma!!! my other grandma was so pissed n heart broken... she went back home n rest... den i accompanied her...

den today... was suppose to march off... n it was raining very heavily when we wanted to march off... n it was said dat my grandma refuse to go... coz of last nite quarrel i guess... den my aunts n uncles was chanting the buddha thing to let her leave in peace... n the rain slowly lighten down... i really hope i m able to dream of her... i miss her... sigh...




my cousin dolphine... n my nephew reandon... hehe... cute little kids...



my cousin... haha... forced him to take de... =X



n his bro~

juz came back from e funeral.. i miss her... chris came to accompany me ytd too... i kept wanting to take a look at her... she look so diff wif those make ups on... my other grandma kept thinking of her... tiz morning once she woke up... she said "time flies so fast... she's gone..." after hearing dat i cried silently... scences of the past memories flashes across my mind... after taking breakfast.. i took a walk outside... eveywhere i went.. there was a little memory of her... i teared as i strolled along the pavement... did want to come back home today... wanted to accompany my other grandma... but i'm having eng exam tmr... no choice... if my eng paper 1 tmr had the topic "my idol person" dat would b my grandma... i found out she was very thrifty... n she would rather spend her money paying my phone bills n giving mi money instead of spending on herself... sigh...




taken tiz morning...



was bored... so tried to act dao~



my little cousin jeanna... 2 yrs old only... cute??

she left me. she went to the other world. it was unexpected. nobody expected this to happen. she was so healthy, but at least she left peacefully. i just realized how much i love her. now i know she meant so much to me. my other grandma was so sad. she cried lyk mad. i cried lyk mad too. wont be going to sch on wednesday. mom told me to go on monday and tuesday. i dont feel like going at all. i wanna accompany my grandma. gonna stay with her tonight. sigh. gotta go back to my grandma house le. *i love u grandma*

-sigh- didnt had time to blog yesterdat. i'm gonna fail a maths test. it was an open book test. and there are answers written on the board too! the only thing was for us to work it out. i only got 7 correct out of 18!!! OMG! *faints* so tired these days. didnt have a good rest. went for dental after sch yesterday and met karto. cause he owed me chocolates!! hehe. thanks for the chocolates karto! *yum yum* mom cooked western food for dinner. so yummy. *gRiNz* had a nightmare last night too. i dreamt i was in school until late at night. than i was going home with one little boy who is scared of ghost but yet like to tease people about it. den on the way to the bus stop, a car with no one driving appeared. i tried to remain calm. than held his hand and walk with him. later we walk pass this house and the gate opened by itself. i started to run. the more i ran, more ghost appeared! haha. i woke up with my heart pounding so fast. lolXx.

woke up this morning and was lying on my bed thinking of the show 'true courage'. the espisode last night was so... haiz. dont know how to discribe. was planning to go out with aud in the afternoon too. until awhile later, my mom ran up to my elder bro's room and started knocking very hard. heard the whole conversation. and it made me jumped out of my bed fully awake. something happened to my grandma. therefore i had to cancel the meeting with aud. was so worried. i wonder how is my grandma now. cried when i was thinking about it. she's my beloved grandma. i hope there will be news of her soon. *waiting and waiting*

suat invading xiuxiang's blog!haha.=)
hee*xiuxiang love suat!