lots of pictures taken the past few days. frankly speaking~ i think it can reach a thousand. =/ ok~ so last thursday, 20th dec, went singing with darl and jin xuan, of cause my hubby will be there too. went to the one near forum and hard rock cafe. damn cheap la. no more kbox for darl and me. LOL! its CASH STUDIO! that's the name of the ktv. haha. seats are comfy, songs are updated. and we can bring in our OWN FOOOOOOD!!! xD

than 21st dec, met lesby at her house for lunch, than went to her house playground and cam whore. lost track of time and rushed down to bugis to meet march and jolyn at pastamania. awhile later, jeanna and rayson joined us. so we headed to vivocity next to get march's contact lenses. she spent $300++ la! siao man~ damn ex can~ maddness. its good to have perfect eyesight! xD hubby and me than left them as my dearest want to have er ren shi jie with me as he is going to australia soon. (: *muackz*

22nd dec, met hubby. however i was feeling a little moody. sooo... i'm sorry dearest. (>.<)

23rd dec, was work at suntec. people there are fun. so not bad. (: hubby came down and find me for dinner with rayson and jun hao. in the end i'm the only one eating. (-.-") he came and pick me up from work too. and he gave me my christmas present! xD a clutch and a white doggy. named him snowy. (((((((:

24th dec, woke up at 6am just to send him to the airport. i only had 3hrs of sleep. (T.T) but anyway, thats not important. he went in at 8am. than i left to meet darl at nyp as she needed to collect her shoes for driving. at the same time, we ate breakfast together. she accompanied me to suntec as she still has time before her driving lesson starts.

25th dec, MERRY CHRISTMAS!! met karen, lesby, march, jeanna and rayson for steamboat at novena. only lesby and me know how to enjoy the tom yum soup. its damn yummy la! i think u all should give it a try~ then went to united square starbucks and slack.

26th dec, met lesby, faiz, jo and zj at farrer market for lunch. so sorry i'm late. cannot wake up la. =/ paiseh paiseh. faiz and jo left first. so the rest of us went to lesby house and cam whore with zj's mac notebook. photobooth just rocks la. a pity windows dont have.

26th dec night, 27th dec morning, which is yesterday!! I SAW HUBBY!! heh heh heh~~ was a happy happy girl!! we webcamed. it changed my whole day k~ =P had a wonderful sleep~ =P then watch roman princess on you tube. not bad story line, quite funny. but why ended with them kissing?? =/ it somehow feels unfinished. oh well.. i got to get to bed soon. work later~

met darl yesterday at far east. went there with a goal of finding a new pair of heels, and for darl, a nice bolero. fortunately, we accomplished our goal! *claps* walked around while waiting for hubby to reach town. felt a little tired, so we sat down at coffee club, had fondue and cheese cake. darl finally got to eat her cheese cake. LOL! when hubby arrived, off we went to marina bay's steamboat. the 3 of us dig in first while waiting for jeremy and joel. love all of their company. (: darl and me went to take the live prawns and crabs. GOSH! the crabs were killed alive in front of us! both of us didnt dare to pick up the plate at their legs were still moving vigourously. so i went to call for rescue and jeremy came and helped us to clean the crab. we knew nuts about cleaning the crab k~ yeah~ so girls! and darl~ u're an F&N student! =X

headed to labyrinth pub to slack and jeremy left as he had to work at 7.30am the very next day(today). sang songs, drank a little, took loads of pics and had lots of fun. all of us were feeling inferior as there were quite a number of good singers there. =/ so darl came over to my house and stay over. the cab fare was damn expensive! its 20 cents per jump! OMG!

as for today, hubby came over to my house to pick me up and we headed to town to meet audrey and the rest. went heeren to eat wanton. this bowl of noodles, although it keeps me full for the time being, but it didnt last long. headed to party world and took lots of pics as usual. (: sang from 2pm till 5.30pm. than went to NYDC for dinner. LOL! after dinner, we walked around and decided to go to cini and slack. slack till 9 plus i guess, than we finally decided to head home.

went SP on thursdays to study with darl. after that, dear and me went jurong point to watched alvin and the chipmunks. DAMN CUTE! its a MUST watch!! rate it 6 out of 5 stars. LOL!

greetings to holidays!! and goodbye to common test! woohoo~ last paper finally ended! maths was pretty easy. =X went to check RS results after the test. congrats to my twin once again for getting full marks again. haha. and congrats to me for maintain my A! whee~! hubby came to NYP to meet me. and we headed to dhouby ghaut. walked around cathey and finally audrey arrived!! went to find karen at ps. audrey's idea of playing a prank on her using him. LOL! headed to park mall for sakae buffet. *yummy* cam whored a little as someone brought camera with going to be flat batt. LOL! yup! andy's bday celebration tmr. woohoo~ bbq~! now i'm getting hungry.

marketing today was ok~ woke up around 1 plus pm to study. =X just read it through. anyway its only 20 MCQ and 2 short answered. can pass la. =X went to orchard and met bernard. went to eat and walk around. this time, jinny (bernard's ex gf) saw us. anyway, i wasnt feeling too good today. bernard too la. dunno what's wrong with us. LOL! was much better after quite some time. but the mood came back to me when i was reaching home. weird~ but yeah. a lot of things just kept popping into my mind. elmo called me asking me abt klein and me, followed by allan. i know we ended like 2-3 months back. so is it too soon for me to be attached again? perhaps it is. allan finds it very sudden. at least i know my darl and lesby and DN sis is there to support me. suddenly everything just kept piling and piling. my mind is going to explode soon!

somehow i feel i do not have the right to fall in love and get into a relationship. perhaps i do not really know what love is all about. perhaps i aint ready to love a person. i'm sorry dear if i ever made you insecure, if i ever made you sad, if i ever became too complicated to understand. frankly speaking, i do not even understand myself. perhaps i am really complicated like what one stalker of mine said.

yes yes, i know i have not been blogging. common test week. 2 papers down already. RS went pretty well, BPA was shitty. tmr is marketing and friday is maths! LAST PAPER! cant wait. have not been having enough sleep these few days. studying till late night.

saw wai loon today at NYDC. was abit stunt. felt abit bad too. somehow, i felt that i dui bu qi him. ): and i guess i can never make it up to him. he's such a sweet pie at times, but sometimes things just dont go the way that we want. so yeah.

last week was aunt's wedding. only a few cousins turned up. beatrice was there, and we chatted a little about the past. and yeah. part of the topic was derrick. suddenly, i wonder how is he doing now. somehow lost contact with him totally. just received a tag in my blog name 'ashamed'. if that's you, drop me an email : x.edna.x@hotmail.com kk? i'm having a high chance of getting spam cause of you k~ LOL! oh well, hope we can get back in touch.

and yes yes, i'm attached now. to who? make a guess. i think some of you also know le. seriously, i do not know why so fast. i didnt expect it to be so fast too. in fact, everything suddenly seems so sudden. WOW! i'm not regretting here alright~ just a sudden thought. have been meeting him almost everyday since we got together. btw, its a just started thing. he's so sweet to come down to nyp almost everyday la. even on sat and sundays when i'm studying at home, he would come down to my house especially just to see me. awww~ i hope this is not just the honeymoon period. *hints* LOL! a lot of things happened during the past week, and things have finally settled down a little. mom and grandma knows about klein and me situation and they kept asking me about it now. (-.-") however, i aint prepared to update them further.

i was wondering why i didnt accept him when he asked me 3 times. and i accepted the other him when he asked me just once. i kept wondering lots of things. perhaps if he did turn up on time, perhaps if he did more for me, perhaps if he was more warmth to me.. ahh! no idea~