results for sem 2 are coming out real soon. so far the holidays have been NOT busy for me. only during the weekends when i have tuition. damn! i wish tuitions are on weekdays only. ): so i can dedicate my weekends fully for baby.

finally met up with dear today! after so long! had a nice long chat with her, updating each other with our everyday lives while relaxing in the icy cold pool. (:

have been reflecting on my life the past few weeks. and i realized i'm actually very fortunate. i have trustworthy friends whom i can always rely on. i do not need to name you peeps out. i'm sure you know who you are. (: i also have siblings who i can get along very well and rely on in times of need. education wise, though during my early school days my grades were always average or atrocious, the path i took and selected brought me to where i am now and i am thankful for it. who can be as lucky as i am? i'm not those smart people who are able to get into top 10 jc and uni education is so easy for them to score. i was lucky to have chosen to enter poly and get into uni from there. i guess if i chose jc then uni, i might end up in one of those private uni. i'm not saying private uni is bad or anything. i just happen to get into a course that i am able to excel and score. and lastly as for love, i found some one who loves me as much as i love him back. who loves me for who i am and not purely for lust or outer beauty.

am not boasting or anything. but i just feel we should think as positive as possible in life. there may be lots of unhappiness and disappointments in our everyday life. but out of each and every unhappiness and disappointments, there is something to learn from which will benefit us. watching ugly betty recently helped me to recall this point. therefore, why get so upset and angry every time? why dont people just calm down, and think of the learning points? (: dont waste ur energy on getting angry. use it on improving your own character instead.

i really have to thank st margs for having these short devotions every morning which really taught me a lot. if you listen attentively to what was preached, its very helpful in ones daily life. i dont know if they still have this going on, but when mrs lee was still around, these lessons were the best i ever had in st margs.

Adapted from The Secret

Look for the gifts in everything, especially when you are facing what appears to be a negative situation. Everything that we attract causes us to grow, which means that ultimately everything is for our own good.

Adjusting to a new path and a new direction will require new qualities and strengths, and these qualities are always exactly what we need to acquire in order to accomplish the great things ahead in our life.

yes, this passage really makes me view everything in a positive way. so i hope it will do the same for you. (: exams are over! like finally! and i havent been blogging so much that i almost forgot my login password for blogger. baby is in tekong. what a boring place to be in. whats more he can only book out like during the weekends. or worst, not at all cause of the dear recruits. sigh. dont even have enough time spent with him. it feels like australia/taiwan. although its a little better where i can contact him constantly and see him at least once every week. its still NOT enough! its like a drastic change! i just got to start adapting to it. can you imagine if i have tuition, or he has his other plans? totally no need to meet at all lor. ): haiya.. hate it lah. especially when now i'm having holidays. making me from no pms to have pms only. =/

*slap slap* "Look for the gifts in everything, especially when you are facing what appears to be a negative situation." i wan a chill out session with you. ):