FUCK exams! FUCK calculus! FUCK having birthdays at this period of time! FUCK!

everything just piles and piles and piles. never ending.






depression.



burnout.



fuck.


quit or not to quit? i need motivation. fuck CBC. fuck NTU. fuck singapore education systems!

was talking to my room mate the other day. before school starts, getting first class honour was our goal. however, once school starts, we only hope to pass and graduate.

just went to shower to refresh myself from all the organic chem.. gosh! how can someone remember so many machanisms and reagents that is being taught within a sem! a total of 21 chapters with dozens of machanisms n reagents to memorize from each topic! this is crazy! the worst is, after studying, doing of the past year papers makes you feel like you didnt study at all! wtf! i cant wait for exams to over and just relax and go for multiple wakeboard trainings!!

i need my baby!! *roarrs*

time for a proper post. crashed lesby's lecture last week. was studying for organic chem there. i like the classroom. cause there are proper tables to write on.. she had presentation after the lecture. and wow! one of the best marks she got!!! congrats man! yup.. anyway, my paper on friday. well.. hopefully can pull up my overall grade.. dont know the results yet. but i hope my efforts will not go to waste.

last week of lectures and tutorials. finals starts next week and i'm not prepared. ): there are so much to study. i just hope there will be enough time to restudy each and every topic. baby has been calling me so much lately. (: something to look forward each day. i'm dying on maths. goodness! first time in my entire life! my maths grades are so going down! everyone has started mugging. everywhere i go, as long as there are break in between, there will b people studying. *faints* i miss poly life. slack and you still can score damn well.. for uni life, tutorials and past year papers may not help. you really got to know how to apply, keep doing questions and even extra questions from the text. i'm so pack with exercises for myself and i'm going nuts.. boo!!

i'm happy cause my student passed her english and science..
i'm happy cause organic mid term part 3 is over..
i'm happy cause i ate 3 'longs' of xiao long bao..



but i aint happy..