bang! fired! (:

i'm happy. cause i have my baby. i'm happy cause zephyr does wonders to my heart. i'm happy cause i made my first phonathon today but no success yet. i'm happy cause i met lesby today. i'm happy cause i tried wendy's today. i'm happy cause i know how genuine my relationship with my gfs, my bf, and my family has. (:

Adapted from secrets

Every night before you fall asleep, replay in your mind the good moments of the day, and give heartfelt thanks for each one of them. Think about the next day also, and intend that it is going to be amazing, that it is going to be filled with love and joy, and that all good is coming to you. Intend that it is going to be the best day of your life. Then when you wake in the morning, BEFORE you get out of bed, declare your intentions again for the day and give deep thanks as though you have received them all.

i just got back from church camp. and it was an amazing experience. i got myself a new group of girls and wow are they amazing! (: we were there for each other throughout the camp, comforting each other, sharing our personal stuffs and it was awesome! it really was. am glad i joined RCIY. am glad i went for the camp. i learnt a lot of things. not only about christ, but also about life. it did mature my thinking to a certain extend. (:

its oh so amazing!

From The Secret Daily Teachings

It is so important that you are grateful for everything in your life. Many people focus on the one thing they want and then forget to be grateful for all the things they have. Without gratitude you cannot achieve anything, because if you are not emanating gratitude from your being, then by default you are emanating ungratefulness. Be proactive and use the frequency of your being to receive what you want.

Rock Climbing today was fun! learnt belaying from uyanga too! (: i would seriously love to rock climb soon. but dont intend to do it regularly. cause i dont want my fingers to be.. well.. unable to stretch out straight. dont wanna look too manly too. recently, i've decided to change mindset on certain things and prioritizing my stuffs differently. i hope this way will make things work out for me better.

anyway, i've decided to make wakeboarding as my leisure hobby and not go for competitiveness. i will still go for trainings every month. but perhaps not every week. it shall depends. (: oh well.. shall see how things work out for me.

Lesby has been so sweet to me. really appreciate everything she did for me. Was working at the PC show the past few days and she actually bought lunch for me when she came down to get her stuffs. it was beyond words. (: so anyway, on sat night, i asked the girls out for wala wala session. night was awesome and the girls were awesome. we need more girls night out like this!

working at PC show was fun. the peeps were fun. thats the main point. helping each other out in times of need, having lunch/dinner together and gossips. its the people in the team that matters most, and of course the leader too. and we have a pretty good and caring leader. thus, its the reason why it bought the team much closer together. (:

ahhh! i'm off for rock climbing session! =D

"Pure love has no conditions or boundaries. Love does not restrain itself or hold back. Love gives all the time and doesn't ask for anything in return. Love is a continuous flow without any limits. And all of this is inside you."

once again, this is adapted from the Secret. Love is all about giving. (:

Results are out and well, my grades are... really bad.. i kinda expected it i guess. but i didnt know it will pull my gpa down so much. i need to find the motivation to drill myself to study hard once sch starts. sigh. Lesby, jun and i are planning a 2 days 1 night trip to bintan! i'm so excited! a time to finally unwind! (: i dont mind going this weekend either. haha! as long there is sun, beach, clean sea water and wind. SHIOK~! how i wish baby is able to join me. too bad he has work. shall plan another with him alone once he's done with him attachment in tekong! (:

yq just said something which suddenly made me start thinking. and a past situation came flashing by. whenever u needed me, i'll try ways and means to help u out, to understand your situation. when i needed u, u thought of whats best for me, but didnt know what i wanted as u didnt understand how i was feeling. whenever i'm feeling stressed up and at my peak, i always need u by my side to comfort me. i hope my next stress moment would b good. coz this is the 2nd time whereby i went crazy or rather became not myself. even i myself was scared of myself then. =/