folding paper canes in sch today... haha.. suddenly so into paper canes.. hmm... during PE played captain's ball.. i'm not good at ball games... haha... coz i'm kinda scared of balls.. =\ during morning devotion mrs khoo teared.. coz the speaker talked abt mrs lee... den mrs low didnt teach during maths lesson... ms kang ask us to write a reflection abt mrs lee or a letter to mrs lee in heaven.. y of all topic abt mrs lee?? i mean.. y she wanna rack up e past memories?? but i really do miss her... after she left i realized how much she meant to me actually.. sigh...

went home today n packed the chocos karto gave mi ytd... haha.. he's always giving mi chocos.. i'm growing fat le~ if i ever enter turf club~ KARTO!! u r responsible k~ haha... audrey den msg mi n ask mi to call her coz some irritating guy we know of called her.. haha... i cant stand him.. thinks he's super handsome n nice... rmb once he woo me... n when i rejected him.. he said "y?? i so handsome... n so nice... y dont wanna accept me? u wan wad i will buy for u de.. y dont accept me??" eek! gives mi goosebump... no wonder he's so easily cheated by girls... haha... he told mi a ger went stead wif him... den he bought alot of stuffs for her n cost more den $200... den after he bought wad she wanted.. she broke up wif him... haha.. n he still dare to tell mi~ wad a guy~

stayed home the whole day ytd.. my relatives came to my house to visit my ah ma... den my little cousin dolphine will go to my room n play wif fatu... i didnt look after her.. coz i was busy setting up my com... den in e nite when i went to my room... wOo! it was in a mess man... newspaper in e hamster cage, scissors beside e cage.. den i begin to wonder if she took e scissors n cut e hamster's fur? hmm... went to bath next.. n when i came back to my room i saw a piece of choco on my table... den again.. i started wondering if i were blind juz now or was it my cousin who placed it there n didnt eat it... found out it was my elder bro who placed it there for me.. there was wine inside e chocos!! YUMMY!!! hehe...

didnt go sch today... no lessons... mrs lee is gonna b cremate today... sigh... i'm gonna miss her so much... took out e past few days newspaper article n read on mrs lee's news... my uncles n aunts came to my house this morning too.. den they were lyk asking mi how come i didnt go sch today... den they realized i'm from st marg's... (-.-") n they started asking mi questions...

went to mrs lee's wake at choa chu kang today... sigh... i felt lyk crying.. but no tears was flowing out of my eyes... it was flowing inside my heart instead... my tears r all dried up... i've been crying for a week continously... i'm not used to it without 2 pple in my life... it's so tough... i couldnt get used to life without one person yet.. n another one left our world... time juz passes by so fast... for a moment they were in front of u... n e next moment... they r gone... n nv back... most of us cried... n i oso realized dat those girls whom she scolded e most cried e most too... she looked so different in there... juz lying down inside not breathing... her face covered wif a thick foundation... her body will be cremate on monday... it's gonna b so much of pain seeing her being burn with ur own eyes... too bad students can go inside e cremation room... all of us r gonna miss her so much... y izzit so dat everyone will start realizing dat someone is important once dat person left ur side??




samantha n me~



taken at my ah ma's funeral dat day~ my cousin n me~

everyone seems to b leaving mi slowly... anti- christ is coming?? sigh.. i hope not... last month wad full of broken relationships... n tiz month?? full of funerals everywhere?? WHY?? "dear god, wad r u teaching mi tiz time??" r u trying to teach mi to b strong?? mrs lee always say "think of wad r e good things dat happen to u today instead of the bad things" n now.. she had left us juz lyk tiz... everything is so unpredictable... u will nv know wad will happen tmr.. n when tmr somes, u will nv know wad's gonna happen the day after dat.. she put in so much of effort in improving our sch.. n her her efforts all gone to waste juz lyk tiz... she even had a promotion recently... n her pay was increased to $143 000!!! haiz... when mrs low told us e news... almost e whole class cried... ecxept for tamil tigers... we made a get well soon card for her... but it was too late.. she went to heaven... e express classes even made paper canes... sigh... exams r postponed to term 3... no more mid year... is dat good or bad?? sigh...

went to sch today... had rash early in e morning... sian.. all the way until now... left sch early to see doc... den mom say muz b bcoz of my hamster... now i dunno wad to do wif my hamster le.. sobz... my principle fainted in sch today.. den was sent to NUH!!! hahaha... =X oops! didnt had a good nite slp last nite.. still missing my grandma.. feels so weird without her pressence when my other grandma is wif me... sigh... reach home after seeing doc went to slp immediately... woke up by my aunts.. coz they came to visit my grandma.. hehe... gtg go study for a maths test tmr le.. ciaoz...