its easter. am happy that Jesus died for us on the cross. no one can ever go through the pain he went. just the thought of what he went through its painful enough. went for service on friday and wow. it was such an emotional one. when the gospel was read, i could just tear immediately but obviously i was trying to control as much as possible. )": especially when the chorus of a song was sang, i could no longer control.

"i forgive you, i love you.

you are mine, hold my hand.

go in peace, sin no more.

my beloved one"

wah wah wah!! till now. this verse is stuck in my head. another thing am kinda upset about is my baptism. am supposed to get baptised on this day. however, due to my busy schedule which made me missed lots of classes, i gave this opportunity up as i wasnt ready. am planning to attend the next batch. but what if my schedule becomes pack again? sigh. i hope not. saw the baptism pictures. i cant help but felt pretty sad about it. why aint i the one up there? i know i'm the one who decided not to go through baptism this year. however, i cant help feeling upset about it when everyone were so excited about their baptism but not me. ): sigh.

exams are around the corner and i'm starting to binge on food.

NO GOOD!!!