yes yes, i know i have not been blogging. common test week. 2 papers down already. RS went pretty well, BPA was shitty. tmr is marketing and friday is maths! LAST PAPER! cant wait. have not been having enough sleep these few days. studying till late night.

saw wai loon today at NYDC. was abit stunt. felt abit bad too. somehow, i felt that i dui bu qi him. ): and i guess i can never make it up to him. he's such a sweet pie at times, but sometimes things just dont go the way that we want. so yeah.

last week was aunt's wedding. only a few cousins turned up. beatrice was there, and we chatted a little about the past. and yeah. part of the topic was derrick. suddenly, i wonder how is he doing now. somehow lost contact with him totally. just received a tag in my blog name 'ashamed'. if that's you, drop me an email : x.edna.x@hotmail.com kk? i'm having a high chance of getting spam cause of you k~ LOL! oh well, hope we can get back in touch.

and yes yes, i'm attached now. to who? make a guess. i think some of you also know le. seriously, i do not know why so fast. i didnt expect it to be so fast too. in fact, everything suddenly seems so sudden. WOW! i'm not regretting here alright~ just a sudden thought. have been meeting him almost everyday since we got together. btw, its a just started thing. he's so sweet to come down to nyp almost everyday la. even on sat and sundays when i'm studying at home, he would come down to my house especially just to see me. awww~ i hope this is not just the honeymoon period. *hints* LOL! a lot of things happened during the past week, and things have finally settled down a little. mom and grandma knows about klein and me situation and they kept asking me about it now. (-.-") however, i aint prepared to update them further.

i was wondering why i didnt accept him when he asked me 3 times. and i accepted the other him when he asked me just once. i kept wondering lots of things. perhaps if he did turn up on time, perhaps if he did more for me, perhaps if he was more warmth to me.. ahh! no idea~