From this day on, I've decided to stay in hall for my full 4 years. Firm decision on it and I will strive to get a hall throughout my uni days. Its all these little things, made it into a big thing to you all, that's why I end up like THIS, and become like THIS. no more depending on you anymore in future. oh no! wait a minute, I've never depended on you at all in fact, from the start! It was all her efforts. You did nothing.. you didn't contribute at all.. OH! there I go again. I'm sorry, I guess you did contributed in a way. You contributed sarcasm. That's how I learnt my sarcasm from too. You contributed saddness and depression to people. You contributed anger and violance. And I'm never or have NEVER been proud of you.

I envy others. ALOT in fact. Like why am I here yadah yadah yadah. Why do they have this and that but in my story or our story, it just didnt happened. Every little word you said to me before, even YEARS back, I've remembered clearly. Cause it hurts. and I can strongly say, I dont think I've hurt u AT ALL! You know why? Cause you are a self centered person who only knows how to hurt the rest around you without you knowing it. I cared. I tried to know you all better. I tried my best. But have you? She knows how to show a little appreciation to me when I put in effort to get to know her better. But as for you? NOTHING! However, THANKS to you, I realized that I've the determination to work towards what I want. I've learnt to be strong. No worries, I will still repay you in future. With kindness, with patience, and with love. because I'm not self centered and I chose to respect right from the start of this journey, and I will continue with this decision.