deleted my previous entry as it was written at a moment of anger. wasn't thinking straight last night. however after some cooling down session and reflecting, it wasn't true at all. i am being loved constantly, being pampered, doted and given in constantly. i just didnt think of the whole big picture. i only focus on a small part and at that point of time only. and subsequently, i'm being given in once again. (: thanks B. thanks for sacrificing so much for me. thanks for setting up the fire on sat for us and taking care of me when i'm sick even though you are sick too. thanks for prioritising me first in everything you do. thanks for being so forgiving with all my nonsense and pms times. thank you B, thank u so much. i love you.