i teared upon reading judy's post on her feelings for the upcoming operation. www.tinybabydreams.wordpress.com
the operation is on the 9th oct. i cant do anything to help cause i'm not B+ blood type, and i've no cash to help at all. in fact they have been paying me money for ashley's tuition. =/ being a mother is so.. "WOW!" it really breaks my heart knowing such disease chose this poor little child, and wanting to take this life of hers away. i pray that the operation will be successful. be strong avril!

3rd week of school has ended and i've been so caught up with school work. hope i see good results this sem. A! A! A! here i come!! lab has started this week and i'm already so demoralized. did recrystallization twice and i failed twice. sigh. my product went hay wire and there goes my results. gotta smoke my lab report with the help from fuq. my product yield is not even 50%!!!! lesson learnt, never listen to 2 TAs(seniors that help us out in labs). always stick to 1 and you wont go wrong.

i'm so dead tired everyday. i cant seem to find time for myself now. everyday is sch, work, sch, work. exhausted.

first day of school and boy do i miss my group of friends! had add/drop today and it was a comical scene for me i guess. i was practically carrying my laptop on my hands everywhere i go once the add/drop period starts. jialin and i were on the phone trying to coordinate the timing for her to drop the module and for me to accept it.

jialin: 1, 2, 3, hurry click hurry click!

me: *click*

jialin: ahh!! wait!

me: what?! i click already! dont scare me! what happened?!

jialin: i havent confirm!

me: -.-" wa lao!!!!

and then the same procedure. we were both super kanjiong. cause once i missed it, there wont b any more vacancies for me to take that module until some one drops it. so i was raising my voice, being all so nervous and restless while cross the road, at the bus stop, and on the bus. yes! in public! it was a busy day for me as i've got 2 tuitions straight after school. so i wasnt able to stay in school to click with the girls. ): oh well, at least i'm not lack of any electives. thank god! (:

You must be happy now to bring happiness into your life through the law of attraction. It's a simple formula. Happiness attracts happiness. Yet people use so many excuses as to why they can't be happy. They use excuses of debt, excuses of health, excuses of relationships, and excuses of all sorts of things as to why they can't use this simple formula. But the formula is the law.

No matter what the excuse, unless you begin to feel happy despite it, you cannot attract happiness. The law of attraction is saying to you, "Be happy now, and as long as you keep doing that, I will give you unlimited happiness.

Adapted from secret once again..

havent been updating cause my life is rather more or less stagnant. i'm practically doing more or less the same thing nowadays. including mahjiong and prawning. am considering if i should be in the committee this upcoming year. i love the sport. but somehow, there is someone who is keeping me from continuing. it feels awkward nowadays. i tried putting in effort to get it going but somehow it isnt. i dont know if its a miscommunication or something. i guess the only solution to it is to pray about it. (:

school is starting next week! gonna get real busy with school and tuition. and probably lesser late nights for me. (:

i'm disappointed at someone. but nonetheless, everything else is great! (:

all thanks to baby my holidays so far are well spent! YAY-ness! bangkok trip was awesome! we explored around ourselves and i really liked the feeling. in a foreign land, not knowing their language, explore the city, taking their public transport. WOW! i love it! especially when its with baby.

the following week was bintan with lesby, jun and khornee. a short trip, nothing much to do, but the company was great! love their company. (: its amazing how a trip with not much activity is able to be so enjoyable. cherry and apple are memories. =D (inside joke) straight after bintan was genting with baby again. no rest day at all. luckily for us the bus ride was first class, with movies and massage chair + baby = ultimate! went casino! hohoho! i'm so happy everytime the policeman asked to view my identity card. this means i look young! =D

missed church for a week and i miss the feeling of going church. i know its so unlike me compared to the past. even i myself am surprised at myself. and well, its a good surprise.