first day of school and boy do i miss my group of friends! had add/drop today and it was a comical scene for me i guess. i was practically carrying my laptop on my hands everywhere i go once the add/drop period starts. jialin and i were on the phone trying to coordinate the timing for her to drop the module and for me to accept it.

jialin: 1, 2, 3, hurry click hurry click!

me: *click*

jialin: ahh!! wait!

me: what?! i click already! dont scare me! what happened?!

jialin: i havent confirm!

me: -.-" wa lao!!!!

and then the same procedure. we were both super kanjiong. cause once i missed it, there wont b any more vacancies for me to take that module until some one drops it. so i was raising my voice, being all so nervous and restless while cross the road, at the bus stop, and on the bus. yes! in public! it was a busy day for me as i've got 2 tuitions straight after school. so i wasnt able to stay in school to click with the girls. ): oh well, at least i'm not lack of any electives. thank god! (:

You must be happy now to bring happiness into your life through the law of attraction. It's a simple formula. Happiness attracts happiness. Yet people use so many excuses as to why they can't be happy. They use excuses of debt, excuses of health, excuses of relationships, and excuses of all sorts of things as to why they can't use this simple formula. But the formula is the law.

No matter what the excuse, unless you begin to feel happy despite it, you cannot attract happiness. The law of attraction is saying to you, "Be happy now, and as long as you keep doing that, I will give you unlimited happiness.

Adapted from secret once again..

havent been updating cause my life is rather more or less stagnant. i'm practically doing more or less the same thing nowadays. including mahjiong and prawning. am considering if i should be in the committee this upcoming year. i love the sport. but somehow, there is someone who is keeping me from continuing. it feels awkward nowadays. i tried putting in effort to get it going but somehow it isnt. i dont know if its a miscommunication or something. i guess the only solution to it is to pray about it. (:

school is starting next week! gonna get real busy with school and tuition. and probably lesser late nights for me. (:

i'm disappointed at someone. but nonetheless, everything else is great! (:

all thanks to baby my holidays so far are well spent! YAY-ness! bangkok trip was awesome! we explored around ourselves and i really liked the feeling. in a foreign land, not knowing their language, explore the city, taking their public transport. WOW! i love it! especially when its with baby.

the following week was bintan with lesby, jun and khornee. a short trip, nothing much to do, but the company was great! love their company. (: its amazing how a trip with not much activity is able to be so enjoyable. cherry and apple are memories. =D (inside joke) straight after bintan was genting with baby again. no rest day at all. luckily for us the bus ride was first class, with movies and massage chair + baby = ultimate! went casino! hohoho! i'm so happy everytime the policeman asked to view my identity card. this means i look young! =D

missed church for a week and i miss the feeling of going church. i know its so unlike me compared to the past. even i myself am surprised at myself. and well, its a good surprise.

bang! fired! (:

i'm happy. cause i have my baby. i'm happy cause zephyr does wonders to my heart. i'm happy cause i made my first phonathon today but no success yet. i'm happy cause i met lesby today. i'm happy cause i tried wendy's today. i'm happy cause i know how genuine my relationship with my gfs, my bf, and my family has. (:

Adapted from secrets

Every night before you fall asleep, replay in your mind the good moments of the day, and give heartfelt thanks for each one of them. Think about the next day also, and intend that it is going to be amazing, that it is going to be filled with love and joy, and that all good is coming to you. Intend that it is going to be the best day of your life. Then when you wake in the morning, BEFORE you get out of bed, declare your intentions again for the day and give deep thanks as though you have received them all.

i just got back from church camp. and it was an amazing experience. i got myself a new group of girls and wow are they amazing! (: we were there for each other throughout the camp, comforting each other, sharing our personal stuffs and it was awesome! it really was. am glad i joined RCIY. am glad i went for the camp. i learnt a lot of things. not only about christ, but also about life. it did mature my thinking to a certain extend. (:

its oh so amazing!