i'm disappointed at someone. but nonetheless, everything else is great! (:

all thanks to baby my holidays so far are well spent! YAY-ness! bangkok trip was awesome! we explored around ourselves and i really liked the feeling. in a foreign land, not knowing their language, explore the city, taking their public transport. WOW! i love it! especially when its with baby.

the following week was bintan with lesby, jun and khornee. a short trip, nothing much to do, but the company was great! love their company. (: its amazing how a trip with not much activity is able to be so enjoyable. cherry and apple are memories. =D (inside joke) straight after bintan was genting with baby again. no rest day at all. luckily for us the bus ride was first class, with movies and massage chair + baby = ultimate! went casino! hohoho! i'm so happy everytime the policeman asked to view my identity card. this means i look young! =D

missed church for a week and i miss the feeling of going church. i know its so unlike me compared to the past. even i myself am surprised at myself. and well, its a good surprise.

bang! fired! (:

i'm happy. cause i have my baby. i'm happy cause zephyr does wonders to my heart. i'm happy cause i made my first phonathon today but no success yet. i'm happy cause i met lesby today. i'm happy cause i tried wendy's today. i'm happy cause i know how genuine my relationship with my gfs, my bf, and my family has. (:

Adapted from secrets

Every night before you fall asleep, replay in your mind the good moments of the day, and give heartfelt thanks for each one of them. Think about the next day also, and intend that it is going to be amazing, that it is going to be filled with love and joy, and that all good is coming to you. Intend that it is going to be the best day of your life. Then when you wake in the morning, BEFORE you get out of bed, declare your intentions again for the day and give deep thanks as though you have received them all.

i just got back from church camp. and it was an amazing experience. i got myself a new group of girls and wow are they amazing! (: we were there for each other throughout the camp, comforting each other, sharing our personal stuffs and it was awesome! it really was. am glad i joined RCIY. am glad i went for the camp. i learnt a lot of things. not only about christ, but also about life. it did mature my thinking to a certain extend. (:

its oh so amazing!

From The Secret Daily Teachings

It is so important that you are grateful for everything in your life. Many people focus on the one thing they want and then forget to be grateful for all the things they have. Without gratitude you cannot achieve anything, because if you are not emanating gratitude from your being, then by default you are emanating ungratefulness. Be proactive and use the frequency of your being to receive what you want.

Rock Climbing today was fun! learnt belaying from uyanga too! (: i would seriously love to rock climb soon. but dont intend to do it regularly. cause i dont want my fingers to be.. well.. unable to stretch out straight. dont wanna look too manly too. recently, i've decided to change mindset on certain things and prioritizing my stuffs differently. i hope this way will make things work out for me better.

anyway, i've decided to make wakeboarding as my leisure hobby and not go for competitiveness. i will still go for trainings every month. but perhaps not every week. it shall depends. (: oh well.. shall see how things work out for me.

Lesby has been so sweet to me. really appreciate everything she did for me. Was working at the PC show the past few days and she actually bought lunch for me when she came down to get her stuffs. it was beyond words. (: so anyway, on sat night, i asked the girls out for wala wala session. night was awesome and the girls were awesome. we need more girls night out like this!

working at PC show was fun. the peeps were fun. thats the main point. helping each other out in times of need, having lunch/dinner together and gossips. its the people in the team that matters most, and of course the leader too. and we have a pretty good and caring leader. thus, its the reason why it bought the team much closer together. (:

ahhh! i'm off for rock climbing session! =D